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There once was a young lady named bright
who's speed was much faster - much faster than light
she departed one day in a relative way
and returned home the previous...
anyhow, it is evening in boulder. I started taking my hormones again like 2 weeks ago, no sex drive at all, nice for me not so nice for would be suitors, crashing in a van in boulder with a guy who wants in my pants. Doubt i could do anything interesting if i wanted to. Like my body has been all yucky to me for years, going off hormones just make me feel yucky in general but slightly more interested in sex. Not worth it, i don't miss it when i take them, i'm just more prone to indulge others when i stop. My life is for me, not for those who happen to coibhabit my planet. Btw i wish someone would comment on how much a fucked up mess i am. Not that i didn't know it already. I will fetch my bike and come back here if he has not resold it. I dunna, it is dark, i am drinking a beer gonna take an ambien and muscle relaxers with my last beer of day.
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you may be a mess but so are we all at times, your just willing to talk about it. im just glad your still safe, how long until you are supposed to be in TX for your check?
I'd rather it be sooner than later but if i leave saturday afternoon i can take greyhound, provided i arrange stuff with my sister... So, my plan has changed to survive the rest of the week then bus on saturday and i'l be able to have travel money. Sounds simple and reasonable which means there will probally be unforseen problems. In theory i should be back here mid july but it will take me most of july's funds to get the bike here and make it legal. In august i hopefully can/will buy a netbook. Still thinking the inspiron mini 10 with ubuntu preinstalled. Also revised my long term plans to include keeping boulder as a home base. Love it here too much to leave for too long. We have many of the benefits of larger cities plus all the natural beauty nearby you'd expect in the countryside.